Triggering (SI) - i found one

[inndigo]

i found a blade thought dad had took them all thought he had found them all, but was looking for something in my room and i found one that he missed.

i want to cut so bad right now now i have it here
i want to do it so bad

i know he will be so mad if i do and he finds out

i just dont like me right now and i want to hurt me i want to get it al out

[GrimmFaerieTale]

Do you feel able to put the blade somewhere out of sight to give yourself time to think before you do anything? Keep strong xXx xXx

[inndigo]

to late i did it