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So Called 'Friends'
I've known most of these people since I moved 5 years ago. But they've changed. Especially towards me. Ever since we all started 6th form, and the 'New' people joined our year.
They treat me like **** to be perfectly honest. I get blanked constantly by them all when in college. They never include me in ANYTHING out of school - and if I do get included, its only because I was there when they were telling someone else! Like right now, their all out for a meal for one of these people's 18th birthday, and then their going down the pub. They even talked about it infront of me all week.
Its like I don't exist anymore. I hate it. I want to say something, but theres never a right time. And if I did say something, they wouldn't listen. Their so brainwashed by everyone else around them. I usually end up getting ignored every day of college in the hang out building in frees. I hate them tbh.
I'm at dispair. I want things to go back to how they were. Yehh ok I know they can't change, but it would be nice to be appreciated. I don't know what to do anymore.
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