haha it will be well worth it though
to actually bring a child in to the world
and basically give life to something
=]
xx
certainly so
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
oh but its true you are bring a new life into the world.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
My best friend (Accidentally Abstract and health hazard know who I mean probably) has offered to be a surrogate mother for me, bless her. I want my own kid though, y'know so I can experience it and all but the likelihood of me making it through alive is not so good. I'd like to be a birth partner though... I get a kick out of helping people, it's the only thing that really makes me feel like my life is worth something.
i'm just completely scared about the whole pregnant part and getting all big!
and then having all the pain afterwards. no wonder some mothers resent their children....
i'm just thinking about all my millions of pairs of jeans! hahaha
i think havign a kid afterwards would change all that though, makes other things less important
these are the screams within...
...these are the life streams bleeding from skin.
*needing answers *needing love *needing acceptance *needing strength *needing commitment *needing forgiveness *needing compassion *needing understanding *needing someone to never let me go *needing God.
i am beginning to get a little bit nervous about giving birth now...and paranoid...i ate some bad food yesterday and i was not feeling well during the night as a result. my tummy was very sore and i felt sick, i started timing the pain in my tummy, just in case it was contractions! thank god it wasnt.
i am absolutely terrified of the contractions and more importantly, about this whole crowning part. its the thought of tearing or being cut to avoid a bad tear...it freaks me out!
"When I want your opinion, I'll beat it out of you" - Dr Samuel Loomis
i am beginning to get a little bit nervous about giving birth now...and paranoid...i ate some bad food yesterday and i was not feeling well during the night as a result. my tummy was very sore and i felt sick, i started timing the pain in my tummy, just in case it was contractions! thank god it wasnt.
i am absolutely terrified of the contractions and more importantly, about this whole crowning part. its the thought of tearing or being cut to avoid a bad tear...it freaks me out!
Don't be put off :)
I have to admit my labour was hard (even worse by all my mates who had super quick and easy labours!), my pregnancy was really difficult and afterwards presented it's own emotional difficulties but i can honestly say it is absolutely worth it. Episiotomoies (sp?) really aren't that bad and i'm not sure why people get so freaked by them either!
How's bringing a new human spawn into this already overpopulated world a good thing?
Don't answer that.
Yeah, I can't imagine myself giving birth. Pelvis bone stretching, everything contracting...No.
Sod that.
