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Triggering (SI) - difficult day
Started off o.k. Went to college, but by the end of the day felt like i was shrinking and fading. Left college early and started to walk. Got so scared...scared to keep walking and scared to go home. When i did get home i couldn't stop crying. Had to get it together for when my son got home. First real strong thoughts of si in a long time. Don't want to sound pathetic but i feel so alone, like im grieving. Dreading tomorrow, christ im so scared of being this way. Feel guilty guilty guilty
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