Triggering (Suicide) - im at a lose end

[guiltyinnocence]

im supposed to be doing revision...my exams start in 6 days and i know nothing. i know im going to fail, but i cant think about exams, i cant cope with anything else.
im going out tonight, not been out in ages, i dont want to go out, i dont like it. its gonna put me in such a bad mood, how pathetic is that.
im eating one meal a day atm, im just not hungry anymore. iv never had a problem with eating before, its just recently i cant bring myself to eat.
my thoughts go round in circles and i hate it. but i hate myself more.
if id never been born im sure things would have been so much better for everyone. i wonder how long it would take anyone to notice if i killed myself.
i dont like whats going on in my head...why carry on? i dont wanna hurt my family, but maybe theyd be better off if i was dead...maybe everyone would be. im such a waste of space. i hate myself so fucking much
im sorry for wasting your time

[inkyspider]

Hey hun,
I;m really sorry that you're feeling this way at the moment. Is there anyone, a counsellor or someone, who you can talk to?

Why is it you can't bring yourself to eat? What is the feeling you get around the thought of eating?

Exams are horrible. I'm having the exact same problems with revision and exams as you are at the moment so i don't have anything helpful to say with regards to that. Just good luck and remember that you can only do the best you can.

You aren't pathetic, you really aren't, you're just in a bad place right now.
I'm around if you want to talk.
Take care,
Tabby x

[cat-claw]

I am sorry your feeling so bad. I am sure lots of people would notice if you killed yourself even if it does not feel like it.

things will get better hun, just give it time, is there anybody you can talk to and are you getting any help? exams are stressful at the best of times talk to someone sweetie.

if you want to talk feel free to pm me. you can get through this.

gill

Hey

I know exactly how you're going through (in fact I posted just below you). Exams are extremely tough, I'm getting very stressed right now. I hope that you can find a way to get through it all. If you ever need to talk I'll be glad to try and help. If you can't get any motivation to revise. Don't push yourself because it won't do any help. Try getting someone to help you study. Maybe that'll work.

Hope your exams go well for you.

Tim

[Dan]

Hey Saz! I'm really sorry you feel like this, lots and lots and LOTS of hugs, i can't wait to talk to you, i've said it once and i'l say it again, you're a fantastic, caring person! I can't offer much, except for someone to talk to, i'l always be here for you x.