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Old 09-06-2007, 01:51 AM   #1
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Triggering (SI) - All over again.

Damn it. Last night I cut again, I had gone 3 months this time I was so proud. But like the other 4 times I failed again. I tried everything to distract me but cutting was all I could think about. I'm so scared because now I know i'm not ready to stop and I know I won't be able to i'm terrifyed. Everyone thinks this is over, its so not.
I'm sorry I know this is slightly pointless I just had to tell someone and get reassurance I guess.
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Old 09-06-2007, 02:41 AM   #2
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I know how you feel. I SIed today after 5 weeks. Not fun at all.

But 3 months is so good, and every time you slip up, it is different than before recovery, because now you see it as a...mistake? for lack of a better word. Everything is not lost because of yesterday, reallyAll you can do is get up and try again, and see how well you can do this time, which I'm sure you can do. You can beat this, it is possible.

PM me anytime if you like, I hope you feel better.

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Old 09-06-2007, 02:53 AM   #3
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Thank you so much for not making me feel so alone in this.
I appriciate what you said about me being able to beat this. And I think maybe sometime in the future I could. But the scary thing now is that I don't want to anymore.
I'm sorry if this makes no sense.
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Old 09-06-2007, 04:24 AM   #4
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Yeah...I SIed yesterday after about a month...it sucks. *hug* You're never completely alone.



I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first-hand what it's like to be me.
You'll need a symphony to give sympathy to the girl with the worst luck in town.
When I care, it curls me up on the floor and I swear I can't do it anymore.


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Old 09-06-2007, 02:17 PM   #5
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hey hunni
i sort of know how u feel.
i went about a month with out SI ing then i just did it for no reason. well there was a reason, but we won't go into that.
its ok to have a slip up but i know it is so hard to go through all of this.
take care hunni
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everyone has been put here for a reason
so why dose someone keep our
minds thnkin like thing
keep it up guys
we can all do this as one big family




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