This morning i accidentally fainted after my mum had left for work because I havent slept for ageees, then my dad woke me up when he came to my house to tell me that my mum had forgotten to take her mobile with her, and to give me the NHS direct office number. He managed to wake me up but after he left I stood up and fainted again, and didn't come round until gone 12 so my taxi to go to the unit had been and gone, and they dont know where I am. Neither does my mum.
And I'm really quite ill too.
woops.
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
can u leave ur mom a msg on her mobile so that when she does return and looks at her fone she has it?
whats making u faint so much?
im sure it is very scary xx
hehe i have three days off yayayay:)!
I'll be here (and hopefully conscious) when my mum comes back
I have to tidy though :( even though I'm ill
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
I'm shaking like craaazy
its a lot of effort to type this properly
lol :P my dad's gone now, fiiinaallly, i can go for a fag
I love posts like this:)
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
Eep I will after tomorrow
my mum thinks i'm lying (I finally managed to get hold of her) cause I was eating LOL
for once I was eating and no one was making me cause i thought that it'd make me feel better
oh well
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
*higs*
im proud of you,
keep trying to eat small amounts of something.
just till u feel more stable at least.
u cud always surprise ur mom when she gets home...have a nibble in front of her?? xx
Yyeah i mighht
*gives p trying t type properly*
I feel relly sick:s
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
why are u feeling ill?
is it cause u ate some food or cuz lack of food?
just try really hard. u need to get ur sugar levels back up.
thats prob the cause of why u keep fainting.
tlk for wee while if u can.
XXX do u want my msn or anything? xx
erm yeah :)
i'll pm yu with mine
thank yu so much xx
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
i have to go to the doctors in the morning:(
I was meant to be on TV too
I hate being ill
If only you'd ever speak to me
the way you once did
look at me the way you once did
pull to me the way you once did
but you don't
you don't feel anymore
you don't care anymore
it's all gone
it's all gone
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn YOU'RE NOT ALONE
