Triggering (ED) - Thinking of going back to Ecstasy + Speed?!

[coma white]

Im really considering doing speed and Ecstasy again...
i have a Eating Disorder and since i stoped doing drugs
like; Ketamine, Cocaine, Ecstasy, Speed, LSD and 2cb...

I feel like ive become Fatter and its making me more and more depressed.
I NEED drugs to help me though, I dont think i can be without them.
my bestfriend is back on Ketamine and when im with her
when shes on it, shes so happy and nice.
Thats whats got me thinking.

weather to go back to them.
I am meant to be getting some Ketamine and DMT tomorow.
I just needed to ask you what i should do?!


God.
i must sound like a waste of space.
im so sorry.

My pathetic problems are wasting thread space

Again.


x

[blondiebear]

Please don't go back to speed and ecstacy. Or any other drugs. In the end they will totally destroy you. You deserve better than that.
*gives you a hug and offers to hold your hand so you don't have to go get drugs*

[Ami]

aw hun, i can relate .. but they really **** your head up..

please dont.. you dont need drugs to get you through, they only make things alot worse. x

[Alone and Scared]

Please don't go back to the drugs.

YOU HAVE GOT AWAY FROM THEM.

Going back is NOT a good step to take.

Seriously, and I know that you don't believe me - or more that your illness (that is what it is) doesn't believe me, BUT you are NOT FAT. Deep, deep somewhere inside of you YOU DO KNOW that, but this stupid illness is shielding that.

xxxxxxx