Triggering (SI/OD) - Having Bad day, Mum in Mental Health Assessment Unit.

[Tears of Solitude]

Im having a really bad day. I am having the Crisis Treatment Team looking after me at the moment. I am on the verge of even cutting my vein or taking an OD.

Stuart my Hubby is doing his best to look after me. Im trying to think of ways I could get round him.

To top off a doctor phones up asking me to get my Mum to agree to an Mental Health Assessment at their centre. She is staying over night, at least. They were thinking of sectioning her otherwise.

I love my family, but I feel they would be so much better off without me.

I have phoned the Treatment team, they said to keep myself disracted, so here I am bearing my soul.

I hate myself so much

Jade xxx

[Merc]

*huge hugs* to you my dear friend and sis.
You did the best you could with your mom, im sorry its left you feeling badly...I don't think you should have these decisions placed on you though..not right now. Right now needs to YOU time, what YOU need.
I know those urges, but darlin' you CAN and WILL beat this.
*holds your hand*
love ya to bits
romp

[blondiebear]

It so stinks having to be in charge of your parents like that. I totally understand.
In my parents papers I've been put in charge of any end of life decisions for whichever parent outlives the other. And before my dad had open heart surgery three years ago, I was the only one to ask him what he wanted done if he didn't make it out of surgery. (He was out of the hospital in record time. )

Don't hate yourself. It isn't worth it.

*Gives you a cherishing blondie-bear hug*

[sparklyshoes]

Hey chick, hope things are picking up a bit for you. So sorry it has been tough for you at the moment. xx