what do i do?

[*Helpless.Suicidal*]

I dont know what to do
She told me she was going to attempt suicide
I tried to stop her, but she had to
She said its not my fault, but it is
She is laying in a hospital dying for all i know,
and here I am, doing nothing
I could've stopped her.
Why did i tell her to drink to let the pain go away?
Why did her stupid ex, have to die?
I dont want her to die.
She's such a good person, and doesn't deserve the pain!
I wish i could have taken it all i away.
I AM SUCH A FXCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[crazykat]

Hey hun
ur not a FXCK up
I know its hard but you can't control what your friend does
Ultimely she is the one that made that decision
all you can do is be there for her
I hope shes ok and don't blame yourself
I'm here if you ever wanna chat just PM me
Take care of yourself
hugs kat

[~ Mandy ~]

Please don't blame yourself. You cannot control your friend's actions.
Could you ring her parents, or the hospital, and find out how she is?
I hope she is okay,
x

[raistlin]

No matter what you told her. The ultimate decision to drink and whatever she did was her decision alone. If that's what she really wanted, there probably was not much that could of helped her. Don't be so hard on yourself. She probably wouldn't want that. I hope she makes it. But most importantly, I hope you are staying safe .

[*Helpless.Suicidal*]

Thanks for all of your support guys [[actually girls]]
My friend has to go into surgery now
She may not make it
I'm okay with it now.
I dont know why.
She doesnt want to live,
but i'm trying to talk her into it.
Thanks for the hugs,
I really need them.
I would call her parents,
but she lives in UK.
And they dont exactly know me...
She is from RYL.

[raistlin]

Hopefully she will be okay and realize the mistake she made.
If you ever need to talk, I am here.