Triggering (Suicide) - well, not actively suicidial...
...not yet at least. I feel conflicted if I really am suicidal or just stuck in a really bad depressive spell - as I'm not actively suicidal in actions, but mentally, completely suicidal. So much I can easily daydream about suicide and then carry on with whatever I was doing, but actions aren't possible for family reasons (they're still alive). As these dreams aren't affecting my life (although my depression is) am I just in another bad spell which will eventually dip back into the norm?
only a professional can really evaluate where exactly you are in your depression. i have to recommend talking to someone if you're not already, even if you believe you're only 'mentally' suicidal...
take care
xemily
I know how you feel; I'm the same. I've been like it before, but I managed to get through it. Chin up, I'm sure you'll start to feel better soon :). If not, then I'd suggest seeing your GP
why does it even matter to you?
you shouldn't care too much. as in, the suicidal part. you said yourself, it's not affecting your life. you shouldn't mind about it too much.
don't be so worried about being "PROPERLY" suicidal, or whatever. it doesn't matter.
i think thoughts of suicide in someone who is depressed is normal. it doesn't mean you're going to kill yourself any time soon.
I think personally if u r 'mentally' suicidal you should still get help. If your thinking about suicidal often, then its not normal behaviour.. or is it? :S
Well i think you should talk to a professional. You say its not affecting your life, but to be honest i cant see how it wouldn't affect your life. If your thinking about suicide often.. then you must be feeling low.. and if your feeling low, this will affect your choices, decisions, opinions n wteva in life.
I say, get help.
Hope your ok, and if you need to talk pm me anytime.
x x
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