Rant - .

[oedipus]

i just want to curl up here.. like... forever.
and forget about everything.
everything.
and everyone else could forget everything else and it would all just be okay again and nothing nasty would ever happen again. and everything would be perfect and everyone would be happy.
why cant it be like that then?
why, ffs, WHY!?
shouldnt the world be like that?
why isnt it like that?
happiness should be everywhere, at all times.



it never was meant to be like this.

[wicked]

it should. but it isnt.
the struggles we face make life sweeter when we overcome them. experiencing pain and loss only makes happieness better.

[~smiling to please you~]

Without the bad things, happiness would be completely meaningless, everyone would feel it, and would know no other feeling. I know it doesn't sound right, but without the bad things, life would be utterly boring. Sometimes, happiness comes when you least expect it, perhaps you could stop looking for happiness, and allow it to come to you, when it just pops up on you, it is all that much more great, and feels all that much more exciting. Trust me, happiness will come, no matter how far you think you are into the 'pit' there is always light, there will always be a ladder somewhere, you just can't give up on finding it. Trust me dear, I was in your boat at one point, I do understand, and I also know, happiness does exist.

Please feel free to PM me if you need anything at all.
xx
Nicole

there was greek philosopher, i think called Heraclitus who developed the theory of opposites. it says..

"If we were never ill, we would never know what it was to be healthy. If we never knew hunger, we would take no pleasure in being full. If there was never any war, we would not appreciate peace. And if there were never winter, we would never see spring."

Could a person ever be truely happy if thatas all they had known? surely that would be such a normal state, that nobody would appreciate it.

Sometimes it seems that bad luck just falls on us, bu you have to hold on.. your happiness will come.

You have a future to live for.

Charlie.
xx