Sorry, just want support

[inkyspider]

I've posted this in my journal but i thiink i want a hug or something.
Sorry for taking up board space.

She rang the doorbell.
Why the **** did i answer?!
Stupid!

But she shouldn't do that, she's my dad's girlfriend, she shouldn't come to my mom's house to talk to me.

I just don't know what to do.

Claire says i should see them, that it's sad if i don't talk to my dad again.
But after all that's been said and gone on.

I mean, i wanted to section me because i didn't want to see him. He's trying to sue my school, and he makes me feel like crap.

Why are they doing this to me just before exams.
I had seriously just started doing a bit of work and now i jsut want to curl up and do nothing again.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
Someone tell me, please

[hopeless]

I'm sorry, that you are feeling so bad right now.
Can't say that much at the moment, sorry.
But PM me if you need to talk.

take care.

[_inevermetanothergemini_]

*huggles you tight until you feel better*
I am so sorry you're feeling like this sweetheart. I'm not sure what's going on with your family, but if you ever want to talk about it feel free to PM me.
Hope things get better soon,
xxx

[random.swirls]

Hey Tabby,

I don't know the history here so my advice may not fit the situation.

Firstly your revision is important and yay for finally getting some done. I think you should carry on with the work at the end of the day it's your future and your ticket out of England.

Maybe once your exams are out the way you could see him on a neutral setting and lay down some ground rules of your choosing. If that goes well then go from there. If not you have both tried and thats what is important.

If the thought of seeing him soon fills you with dread could you write him a letter and actually send it? It may get him out of your hair and could even help you sort your feeling's out?

Hugs you tight

xoox

[inkyspider]

Thank you guys for the replies.

I am trying to concentrate but i feel really angry.

The things with my dad is that i sent him a letter saying that i didn't want to see him till after my exams because i thought it would screw things up for me. (we don't get along brillinatly) Obviously, he didn't take that well.
Now his girlfriend is expecting me to go over on sunday, the day before my first exam.

I didn't say i was going to go but she sent me an email saying "We'll look forward to seeing you on Sunday, say 11am for an hour or so?".

I just can't deal with this right now.

[inkyspider]

And she's emailing me and telling me if dad gets sick she wouldn't tell me because i obviously don't care.
I can't deal with this right now.

[raistlin]

Just focus on your exams right now. Try not to let them bring you down any further. It's not worth it. Once you are done with exams you can try and work the whole situation out. Exams are important, do well.