just going down the pan

[Ami]

Im starting to go down again i have bipolar type 2. the meds are shite

Im gonna loose my job soon, i had a warning today for
*till discrepency
*being late
*coming to work high and off my face
etc

ive started cuttin again

im thinking abit too much about drugs

i cant deal.i have exams soon too. i wish i would just kill myself and fucking get it over and done with

[strangelyinadequate]

Hey I was fired a few weeks ago &I felt kind of the same because I have no money now.
But maybe it would be good to take some time off for yourself?

[jdpasino]

hey there i know 5 people that have bipolar two being relatives...if you ever want to talk i can try to help....please don't end your life

[idontwantnomorescars]

hey hun dont hurt yourself please your life is worth so much more than that.

clearly you're stressed about your exams, and who wouldnt be. try talking to someone about it and dont let it get on top of you.
same with the drugs, talk to someone before it gets really out of control if it isnt at that stage already.

and like strangelyinadequate said maybe you should take some time off for yourself and just relax, perhaps after your exams would be a good time?

[Ami]

thanks everyone, i just dunno. i cant deal .. i cant even keep a job fs. how would i get time off? ;/
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