Triggering (SI) - Really wanna do it so bad...

[BlackRoseImmortal]

I really want to SI. But I can't. I don't want to. I want to but I don't want to. It makes no sense, I know...

It's not as if I can, I don't have my razorblades anymore. But I don't want to be tempted to break into another razor, which I am tempted to do right now.

I really don't want to... I can't... =[

Makes no sense, I know... sorry... =[

[Cazki]

Hello there im so sorry to hear that your having bad urges (please correct me if im wrong) You will get past this i know you will you can beat this try to keep your self distracted as much as you possibly can. I know its really hard to beat the urges, but i believe in you and i know you can do this.

Please rememeber though that if you did slip up it really does not mean that your a failure at all it just means you need to work on things like more distractions, perhaps doing things you like.

Please dont give up on this you can get through this, yes it will take time but this sort of thing always does take time. Please keep posting here and talking to us. We will help you get through these bad urges that your having. I want you to know that we all care and that we are all here for you ok.

Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxx

[BlackRoseImmortal]

Yep, they're pretty bad urges.

Thanks for being so supportive, it means a lot. =]

[motherangrace]

i no how you feel i havent cut for two years but it doesnt mean that the urges arnt there they always are. i feel like a time bomb sometimes ready to explode cos i aint got that release anymore its like being an alcy the hardest thing is the constant craving an need all i can say is stay strong and find some vice to channel your energy into i clean sad eh

[jdpasino]

i know how you feel...it's like you want to stop yourself, but at the same time you don't want to...just stay safe and keep on fighting i know you can do it....

[BlackRoseImmortal]

I managed to fight the urges. I'm doing ok for now. =]

[jdpasino]

that's good to hear keep fighting