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Rant - BINGE EATING
if you dont know what binge eating is i will tell you.
binge eating is basically over eating. in which you eat even when you are not hungry.
That i what i do. before the problem was that i wasnt eating at all. i wasnt eating just so that i could get attention from my parents. my mom didnt care she thought that i wasnt eating becuse i didnt want to be overweight. which i am thanks to the binge eating. i do get laughs about my weight almost everyday.ii mean i try to push it aside, but it really hurts. its not like im hungry, its just that i have so much pain inside of me that no one will understand. i guess in one way eating helps me forget. sometimes in class, kids will tease me about, it but they dont understand why it is. its not that im a pig, and thats why i like to eat, its just that while i eat everything bad in my world is forgotten. so you see, i do need help.
**first it was the no eating. which eneded in september,
**now its the over eating.
its just so hard. : [
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