Triggering (Suicide) - I WANT TO DIE

[xanthismom]

I can not deal with all this crap in my life i just cut my arm up real bad and now want to take all my meds and end it my daughter would be better off without me since i am a bad mother and my boyfriend deserves better then me i dont know why he love loves.My mom hates so does everyone else I HATE MY LIFEI am starting to feel really scared about my thoughts i can not stop shaking plz help i am so scared

[lovely_dramatic]

Sweetie, please be careful! Don't so anything rash. Your boyfriend and daughter LOVE you! Please don't hurt yourself. Get first aid for your arm. And for their sakes, please stay safe.

Sending prayers and good vibes your way! <3

[crazykat]

*huge hugs*
Hun please don't take all your meds, please don't hurt yourself anymore than what you have. You don't deserve to be hurting any more than what you are. Are you able to tell us anymore about whats going on for you? Has anything made you feel like this? Your daughter and boyfriend would not be better off without you. I know when you are feeling that low it can feel like everyone is better off without you but truely they are not. Does your boyfriend know how bad you are feeling?, perhaps you may find it helpful to him so you have a bit of extra support. Hang in there hun, things will and can get better. If you find you really can't keep yourself safe maybe going to your local A&E would be a good idea. PLease don't give up on life, there is so many good things out in the world for you to experience. Give yourself a chance, you can fight through this people care about you and don't want anything to happen to you. If you need to talk my PM box is open. Take care of yourself
Kat xxx

[Cazki]

Gives you a *big hug* im so sorry your having such a difficult time. Your not a bad mother at all and your boyfriend wouldnt be better off with out you. If anything happened to you your boyfriend would be so upset and your daughter would wonder where her mum has gone what would your boyfriend say?

It would be so difficult for him to tell her. Please please dont od. Oding causes so much damage and i really dont want to see you get hurt. We all care about you so much.

Would you be willing to tell us a little more about whats going on? so that we can try and help you some more? I hope that you are able to talk to us more. We are all here for you through this difficult time. Your such a strongperson please keep fighting through this i know that its hard but you will get there.

Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxxx