im working this year. making like £130ish, for a nights work, plus vodka or something!!
last year i was at a mates mates house party, cos the glasgow street party was cancelled
Nobody knows, nobody cares that I die on the inside
Nobody sees the lie that is me, as I smile on the outside
the last few years ive gone to a friends house, then we've all gone to southbank to watch the fireworks that last about 2 seconds, then we've stood around in waterloo for hours waiting for someone whose got lost or gone mad or is throwing up or something then ended up somewhere else.
I roll over and hold on tightly, and whisper "If they want you, they're gonna have to fight me,"
i stay home but this year im going out not sure where yet.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
go to the pub.
get very drunk.
wander home.
throw up.
forget to say happy new year.
fall asleep.
:)
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
Last year we went around to my sisters with her boyfriends family n stuff.
Was okay, but it kinda dragged and i couldn't drink, because of being pregnant.
I'm not sure what's happening this year.
It's so easy to get lost in constantly having to present
whatever face you believe a person wants to see rather than your own
Make a **** out of myself while be extremely wankered every year without fail.
I can clarify what make a **** out myself means...
Getting into fights.
Ultra depressive state - including climbing the cliffs with mind to throw myself off.
Asking back ex's and punching the girl I see them kissing.
Throwing up on mums best friends dog.
And the others I don't remember/ don't want to remember.
I can't ****ing WAIT for New Years this year.
I own a cottage in the middle of a forest so me, my friends and Nat are going down to have a good old drunken time.
SHOULDBEGOOD.
I usually stay at home, do nothing and genrally be a miser.
But I may go out this year and drink 'til I can't see.
Doesn't really bother me, I'm not big into New Years.
I can't ****ing WAIT for New Years this year.
I own a cottage in the middle of a forest so me, my friends and Nat are going down to have a good old drunken time.
SHOULDBEGOOD.
Normally I get pissed with my friends and/or my sisters.
This year i'll be stuck in a cottage in the middle of nowhere with Becca and some randoms.
FUNTIMEZ
I spend it at home with my family. Kinda boring. I would go out but I’d have no way of getting home. There isn’t much to do where I live. Plus, it’s expensive to get a taxi home after midnight.
Nothing generally? Hah 'cos i'm a moody bint that acts as the scrooge of new years. S'great.
This year I have about 5options.
But i'd still rather sleep through it.
Drunk either way (Y)
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
