im evry day asking whats the point in being hear i even thought of chainging my name ive done the apiriance chainge but nothing helps i do self harm but have no feelings about it im numb no family no freinds i do have a g/freind but she so ill and dont want me to look after her as she said she finish whith me ,i have aparantly lot wrong whith me mentaly but alone as to complex ,the only thing i see im being fictomise for being born and abused and for having 11 labels ,evry thing is making my head burst , britan stinks for suport if ur complexed and they havent got lady saicos ither ,i have a voice there for im difficult in eny ones eays ,i know i dont spell good ither ,so all crap in my so called existance is has worn me down and left me qwestioning way i am hear way i dont get it !
i can relate...at least i think i can but i can't say for sure. i can't really give you a go reason why it's "worth it" or anything but we all try to hold on to a ray of hope and pray thing'll get better.
ill be your ray of hope if you need one.
im always here.
