Triggering (SI) - AHH

[Fightstarter_Karaoke]

So about half an hour ago I was very unhappy and confused so I cut myself.
I texted my gf to see if she could cheer me up and she replied suggesting we both kill ourselves.
So that put the idea of suicide into my head...so far, so good.
But I think she's in love with another guy still...which is a bit...uhm...indescribably painful. And I don't know what to do.
I dunno if I want to die, or kill, or cut. Fucking...agh.

[Fightstarter_Karaoke]

Once again it's me being a prick who can't communicate for shit.
Nevermind.

[bobbiwibble]

Don't - suicide pacts wouldn't be the answer even if you were convinced that you two were completely in love - what use is it, honestly, in the long run?
You don't want to die, things will honestly get better :) Try not to cut yourself, but if you feel you have to, don't beat yourself up over it - it's better than killing yourself
PM me if you want to :)
Take care xxxxxx