Thanks Kat
*takes deep breath*
I'm just confused.
I'm scared.
This depression seems like too much to handle by myself.
It's got to a point where I don't think I can handle it on my own anymore.
I've had sudden thoughts of purging certain foods. (I have no idea why, I'm pretty scared and ashamed about it) I think I just want to hurt my body in a new way really.
*huge hugs*
Do you recieve any support from a counsellor or anything? Are you on any meds for the depression? Its good that you can recognise that you can't do this alone, as hard as that is. Hang in there, with the right support you can get through this. Remember you are not alone we are here to help support you through this hard time. Take care of yourself hun, stay safe. I'm here if you need to talk.
Kat xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Please don't start purging, sweetheart - it's so unhealthy and dangerous. You don't deserve to hurt yourself at all, you really don't.
Do you think you'd be able to talk to someone about how bad you're feeling at the moment? Depression is a huge thing is have to deal with, especially by myself, and it really sounds like you could do with some support.
I'm sorry I can't say anything more useful atm, but I'm always here if you want to talk, ok?
Hello there im so sorry your struggling. Please dont purge its so dangerous. You dont need to purge you really dont. Plus it could cause all sorts of othe problems that you dont need at this moment in time which could make you worse. I know its hard but i believe you can get through this i really do. Your such a great person and you really dont deserve this. Could you tell us more about what is going on? So that we can help you more. Please keep posting and talking to us. Please dont give up i know you can get through this. I know that when things get too much you just feel like giving up. But please dont you have got so many people that care about you and we would all be so upset if anything serious happened to you. It will take time but you can do this. *Gives you a big hug*
hey i know how you feel like there is no light at the end of a tunnel with no way out and no light to show to show you the way out i know cause i'm in that place and alot of people on here can help all you have to do is stay strong and dont give up because as soon as you give up fighting its hard to see the light stay strong and talking bout it can help we're all here if you ever need to talk
Thanks guys, you're all so lovely!*Huge hugs to you all*Kat-I am seeing a psychologist but I think she wants to start ending our sessions and plus I've got to the stage where I feel like I'm making this all up. I feel like I was wired to bring people down. I haven't even been diagnosed with depression so I feel like I should be able to dort this out by myself.Liv-Thankyou sweetheart, I'm sorry I haven't been around as much as I'd like for you lately. I hope everything's okay. I'm not sure who I can really talk to to be honest seeing as I would rather not bring this up with the psychologist, she probably thinks I'm getting better and maybe I am, maybe I'm making this up? I don't really want to tell any of my non-RYL friends about this, they'll worry too much and besides I'm generally happy so they might not believe me! Thanks for the offer to talk hon and the same goes for you!Ian-Thankyou, *gives you a big hug back* There's nothing much other than what I said in an earlier post going on really. It's just that I've been feeling like that for such a while now that I'm running out of energy. I have no motivation to do anything anymore.Duffer44 (sorry I don't know your name!) Don't worry I don't intend to give up, I am going to keep fighting, it's just quite hard at the moment. I'm sorry that you're in a similar place mentally at the moment. Please take your own advice and kee fighting too.
just call me duff everyone does lol and im glad your seeing someone they will be able to help but remeber they are there to go at your pace so dont rush if you need stuff to get off your chest and i dont think ur making it up i know i dont know you but i dont think you'll be seeking help if its not real keep strong and remeber my last post we are all here. but as for take my own advise thats the hardest thing ever i cant do it i dunno bout u but i can help others but never listen to my own words to help me lol
