i feel really really down tonight.
worried about my boyfriend, who is struggling.
worried that he will not stay with me because he thinks hes hurting me, whether he is or not doesnt matter though because i swear, id die without him. i wouldnt even be able to breathe. i dont care what he does sometimes, i need him.
my relationship with my parents is quite honestly fucked.
lost weight again and im going to have to eat even more to put it back on. i feel disgusting.
want to self harm. but cant. because ive stopped.
im sorry guys, i was just wondering if i could have a cuddle:(
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Last edited by xfallenangelx : 09-12-2007 at 07:30 PM.
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[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
*Cuddles* I'm so sorry you're having a bad time, maybe you could talk to a friend, getting it all out might help you feel better? If not please stay safe and be kind to yourself x
Play the game out
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Dad 10/11/2008 Always our sunshine, I'm still playing for the town hall clock
RYL Family
Rhapsodyinblue is my business partner
Avalanche is my best friend, Dancing Loony is my Niece
Queer Fringe is my god-daughter Hollz is my big sis, , Rainey is my sister,
I scream for the sunlight, or a car to take me anywhere, just get me past this Dead and Eternal snow.
And if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere, just take me there, and lie to me and tell me it’s gonna be Alright.
- Conor Oberst
I can really relate to how you feel sweetheart
*holds you close*
It sounds difficult, but if your family is an extra burden at the moment - do your best to ignore it and remove yourself form the situation. For example, if they are arguing, go into your room and listen to music loudly or go for a calming walk, something to help you and at the same time not get you caught up with them.
You just take care of yourself - alright? Hope things work out for you.
*squishes again*
thank you so much everyone for all your support. you dont know how much it means to me. thank you. love to you all xxxxxxxxx
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
