Hi Jacquie, what kind of websites were you looking for? I found one here:
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publi...disorder.shtml
Sorry i don't now how to link it properly. That's just a description of bpd and treatments etc. Are you having any therapy. CBT and DBT are considered to be the best treatment for bpd.
Why are you scared to talk to the doctor about your meds?