Triggering (SI/OD) - I can't cope anymore.

hope51 · 09-12-2007, 01:00 AM

I don't think i can cope anymore, what am i doing still here? Why do i bother all i do is bring upset to everyone i know and care about. The world would be a better place without me in it. I want to OD and cut, so much right now, but a part of me is scared of what i'm capable of when i feel like this. But why? Beacuse right now, i just wont all this to end, i can't cope with all this anymore. I just can't. I don't know what to do with myself. Maybe i'm past caring, i don't know. I don't know what to think now. I'm so confussed and lost inside myself. Why can't i just get all these thought out of my head. Please someone just make it all go away. Don't even know why i'm making this post, i can't put in to words how i feel right now. Sorry for rambleing on i'll shut up now.

lower than myself · 09-12-2007, 01:13 AM

Aw honey. We all feel like this at times, but if you talk to us some more, we can help you get through it. It's not gonna be easy sure, but like most things it'll take time.

PM me if you want to talk some more hon.

Take care

Yas

xXx

Cazki · 09-12-2007, 01:43 AM

Hello there im so sorry your feeling so low. I know its hard but could you maybe try distracting yourself. I find that keeping myself busy really helps me alot. I also know what you mean about the tempations aswell. But you can do this i know you can fight through this. I just want to say that im pleased you posted here. Please keep posting and talking to us. Could you maybe tell us what is going on for you to make you feel like this?

I just want to tell you that i care alot and i dont want to see you get hurt. I would be so upset if anything was to happen to you. We all care abbout you her eon ryl we all just want to see you get better i know it will take some time but you can do this i know you can. I know that it might seem to you that things will never change but seriously things wont always be like this, things will get better and change. You have got such a great life ahead of you it might not seem like it but you have. Please dont od. Its really not worth it as it can cause serious damage. xxxxxx Ian

hope51 · 09-12-2007, 05:27 AM

Thanks for the replies, As for want has made me feel like this, sorry but i really don't have the energy to write it all out yet again. But anyways if you really wont to know it explains in my journal entry for today why i feel like this. But if i where you i wouldn't bother reading it, it don't really make much sense.