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Hai everyone , in ponika
..or it's just my nickname that i likes the most =).
Im Just a girl from Europe , in 25 but afraid to add more details, orry
English isnt my First languange, but i personally struggle with being a Survivor: i do have flashbacks, which i struggle the most because im forced by law and my mother to almost revisit the Place two days at once; for a general check up. I said almost because this Place isnt Just closer to the hospital , where that happened , but its basically legally linked to It. I refuse to add more details.
I also struggle with being sober: i do have to take something, even if It makes me feel awful; i used to be addicted to opiates, but i'd use anything my hands would find. My addiction pretty much detroyed my family and i still have to deal with remorse.
I have an ED problem which makes no sense to me, but i'd rather talk about that its threads.
I used to self-harm and i still do sonetimes.
There's nothing left in my life due to yet another issue as well.
I really can't see anything in my near future, but that's Just my head talking; don't read or take it seriously.
Dont wanna hurt anyone as the rules says.
Ive came to this forum to recover and stop feeling alone as i still have no friends or anyone besides my mother.
Feeling isolated its slowly killing me: no idea of thats a positive thing.
If i came here to feel less alone, i guess the answer should be obvious to everyone else..
A short bow as im used to salute, everyone in this case
Ponika
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