Trying to do better

[EZ1759]

I’ve been dealing with depression for most of my life but didn’t start burning myself until about two years ago. I managed to stop about seven months ago. But two weeks ago I relapsed and then only made it five days before I did it again. My family noticed some of the marks at Thanksgiving dinner and the others earlier today. I feel terrible that they saw me at my weakest and that I couldn’t make it longer than five days after lasting seven months.

[maii]

Was it holidays stress and being around family that caused the setback?

[EZ1759]

I’m sure that contributed to it. Harsh words and actions always hurt more coming from those you love and the stress of the season wouldn’t have helped any.

[maii]

Can be so hard when our own family doesn't understand. I know that all too well. You'll get back on track. I see it as setback rather than starting over from day one - those sevel months still count and don't lose hope. We're here for you during holidays when it gets rough.



I have faith in you


**hugs**