im sure you have tried and done your best,
what is it that you didnt want to do but has happened
are you talking about SI
if so please be safe, let us know if you can what it is
take it easy mate
Dave
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Scott
That sounds really scary for you, feeling like you dont remember doing it, almost like you blacked out.
Im glad your safe , look after yourself.
I dont actually get like that myself, but hear you on how scary that was, I will offer you what support i can .
Please keep talking about it .
Im sure others here here who experience it the way you do will offer more advice for the almost blacking out and not remembering.
keep posting mate and we will be there for you
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hey hun, that is very scary. I've only had that happen once, that was enough for me!
Do you currently have a doc/psych/couns. of any sort? If not i think it would be a great idea to try to find someone. You deserve some help thru this.
Pls try to keep safe and let us know how you are ok?
pls take care
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honey i am so sorry
at least for me that only happens when i am in a really bad spot and i completely lose control
as others said keep talking about it because you dont want it to get worse or for it to happen again
keep us updated and look after yourself
i know what you mean scott. i've woken up quite a few times with a sore spot and go 'when they ehll did i do that?!"
it sounds like you're trying hard to quit, good job and don't give up!
I had a doc I could go to but when the money the army gave me ran out I had to stop going. I've had a sore throate for weeks now trying to save up enough to get my tonsils taken out.
I'm just scared for next time.
Is it better to do it and let it out then to try and try to stop and louse control. (not getting into details) I'm a Medic so theres alot I can do for my self but If it had been a little worse, I would of had to goto the hospital.
What if its worse next time!!
I would say that if you're going to do it it's better to do it little and often rather than leaving it to the stage you did. Dom't think that it may be worse next time because it mightn't, if it happens it will happen, but if you do that you may be worring unnecessarily.
Hope it's not so bad next time.
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