Triggering (OD) - i can,t do this anymore

[holly22]

I had the means, and i had it all planned out. so why am i still here?

[Cazki]

Suicide might feel like the right option but trust me its not. You would be missed by everyone on here if anything happened. I know how hard things are but your so strong your asking for help which is a positive thing. I know you can do this your a fighter and i know you can get through this. I really hope things improve soon and remember that im always here for you and that your very welcome to pm me anytime. Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[~*forever_broken*~]

Well I'm glad you are still here. I've had my fair share of suicidal moments...and the plan, and the means, and I'm still here. You need to remember sweetie, that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem (though I'll admit sometimes the problem doesn't feel temporary)...it's forever. That may seem inconsequential to you (after all you'll be dead, what do you care, right -this has been my own line of thinking several times-) but to those you leave behind, both here and in the 'real' world, it's a lifetime with out a very special person...you.

Please take care sweetie.

Much love

Alyssa

[holly22]

Thanx for your replies.

But i am so scared at the moment, there,s no-one here to stop me but me. and i am so scared.