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05-06-2007, 07:51 PM
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Carpe Diem
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Wolverhampton
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Triggering (SI/Sexual Abuse) - Need support
Things are getting really tough. My SI is getting increasingly worse again, I don't know how long I can keep this up for. 
I'm sorry for wasting board space, I just...need hugs and stuff. I keep having nightmares again. Nightmares about him. I sometimes feel that he's there and I panic. I can feel him breathing down my neck. It makes my skin crawl.
It's been over a year since I lost my 2nd baby. ****. It hurts so much. I know it was his, but still... I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do.
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Airlyeth Time Kills...Go Ask Jesus I mean this I'm not okay
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05-06-2007, 08:12 PM
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Dark and twisty
Join Date: Mar 2004
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Hey hun, i'm sorry things are so tough for you at the moment.
Don't worry about posting, keep posting if it helps.
I'm sorry i don't have much useful to say but i just wanted you to know that we are all here for you.
If you want to jsut chat feel free to PM me,
Tabby
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The world is an interesting place when everyone you know has their own realities
Our scars remind us that the past is real
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05-06-2007, 08:22 PM
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Nerd
Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Belfast
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I can't imagine the pain of loosing a baby.
But sexual abuse-I know that skin crawl. It'll dissolve away soon, I hope.
Be safe darling.
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"Robyn, so many people care about you. You know that."
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05-06-2007, 08:28 PM
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Carpe Diem
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Wolverhampton
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I feel like i'm being suffocated. Like i'll never be free of him, ever.
It's like a ball and chain, he's always there. I'm constantly reminded of what he did and I hate it.
I just want to cut so bad. I'm such a failure.
Why can I not find any strength in me?
Why am I so weak?
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Airlyeth Time Kills...Go Ask Jesus I mean this I'm not okay
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05-06-2007, 08:33 PM
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Dark and twisty
Join Date: Mar 2004
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You're not weak or a failure.
It is strong of you to deal with all this pain, very strong.
I know you're struggling right now, but you should be proud of yourself for getting through everyhting you've been through.
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The world is an interesting place when everyone you know has their own realities
Our scars remind us that the past is real
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05-06-2007, 08:36 PM
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Nerd
Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Belfast
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No you're definately not weak-I'm discovering the same pattern.
You can't just let it go-and continue. It's hard-and you will get there, you will!
Oh God, I wish I knew what to say. But I don't have an answer as yet-just hold on, it'll be okay-I believe it.
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"Robyn, so many people care about you. You know that."
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05-06-2007, 09:36 PM
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Carpe Diem
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Wolverhampton
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I am trying. Trying so damn hard.
I just want to breathe out all the pain.
But it won't go.
It won't ****ing go.
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Airlyeth Time Kills...Go Ask Jesus I mean this I'm not okay
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06-06-2007, 10:25 AM
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Nerd
Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Belfast
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It will go-it will!
And you'll be a stronger person.
And he'll have failed
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"Robyn, so many people care about you. You know that."
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09-06-2007, 11:49 AM
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Torn Apart
Join Date: Feb 2006
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I love you.
You know I'm here for you. Always.
x
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I Wanna Drown Myself In You Tonight.
<3 Miss Laura <3
Daisy's Pet Broken Shoe Lace. Leila's Guitar Lullaby.
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09-06-2007, 12:18 PM
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wish someone cared enough to stop me....
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Adelaide, Australia
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big hugs sweetie, and you are a strong person or you wouldnt be here now...thinking that your weak and a failure is a feeling your abuser wanted you to have, thats how they keep their control. with help and support things will get better. and i know how hard it is to lose a baby, even if the father was your abuser, it doesnt make it hurt any less.
stay strong hun and dont let him win by giving up
here to talk whenever you need it
pls take care
xoxoxox
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Do not follow the common path.....go where there is no path and leave a trail.....
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