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Cmht
I'm in such a mess I really don't know where to start. I suppose I am looking for advice or somebody who can say that they too have felt like this.
I have been under the same Psychiatrist and cmht for many years. In that time things have fallen apart for me. I am often sectioned and in and out of hospital. Right now things are terrible - i am completely isolated, very depressed and in a very dark place and feel that things will always keep getting worse (as they always have).
My cpn has very strong opinions about me and she thinks I have a personality disorder (she has written this in reports rather than told me) but my psych has previously denied this.
Because of the way they are with me I really feel like they both take everything I say or do in such a negative light. They don't listen to me and It feels so unfair. I feel like they are turning everyone against me (I can't explain this further, i just do)
I am at the point where I do not trust either of them and feel very attacked. I partly think that I would be best to get discharged but then I am frightened of what will happen if I find i do need some support in the future.
Has anybody else felt like this or been in a similar situation?
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