It's too late for me...

[wearethesea]

I don't know how to be a proper wife or a proper mother.
I can't do either I suppose.

I went unmedicated ADD for the longest time, and I could never seem to do more than one thing at a time.

I cant hold down a job & go to college.
now that that is no longer an issue, and I am medicated, I still cant seem to go to college and be a mother/wife.

It's too late for me I guess....shoulda got my **** together when I had the chance. such a shame that as brilliant as I am, I'll never amount to anything more than mediocrity.

/trigger muh depression

*cries*

[HopeRises]

I understand what your saying and I hear you but it's never too late. I believe if you want those things you can have them. It might just take more time. I returned back to education at 29. Never thought it would happen but it did. Also now you are on medication you might find it a little easier.

Good luck and don't give up on yourself.