Sorry you haven't had a reply to this earlier. I just wondered how things are now and wether you managed to talk to your care team?
I think hospitalisation is usually a last resort if you are really unsafe. I know here in the UK it is anyway and if they can treat you in the community they will.
I understand about worrying though and worrying if you are making your mum feel more stressed. I'm similar, I try not to tell my mum anything because I know she is so worried and stressed about other things but at the same time, she is your mum and that's kind of what mums are for, to look after there children ( even adult ones).
I think ,if you haven't managed to reach out yet, maybe it is worth it. Also can you access uni services during summer? My uni here close for a few days/a week or so over summer but again, I'm I need the uk so unsure of your situation. I understand loving uni and being worried of getting more unwell and having to drop out but if you manage to get the right support now then hopefully that's unlikely to happen and also with the drive and determination you have about being in uni it's even more unlikely I think.
I hope you manage to reach out and start to feel a bit more in control and a bit better soon.
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