I had a similar problem. I was mentally unwell for some time before I sought help, however after going to three separate GPs (my university counsellor recognised I was psychotic and sent me twice) I was given a referral to the psychiatrist and allowed to leave. Within a few months I was sectioned after suffering a terrible psychotic episode. I went to complain about my counsellor and lecturer stalking me and the following day the psychiatrist was at my house. She originally diagnosed PTSD and a dissociative disorder but that was quickly change. The good news is now I have a CPN and a doctor and I can receive treatment.
When I was really unwell I knew something was seriously wrong and thought about signing myself in. In hindsight I should have, please remember it's always an option. All the best.
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