You can get "real and exstreme" without pain. I know how y ou feel. Last time I felt like that I did somthing spontanous. I called in sick to work and drove a couple hours to an amusment park. I went skydiving once, rockclimbnig. Get out and do somthing out side your confort zone.
At least Thats what help for me, but its worth a try right?
*offers Hug*
** excuse the spelling I'm usning portable internet with an itty bitty keyboard
been having one of those crappy days today, i just feel stupidly low. i just want to cry, tried it and it didnt help. tried to cheer myself up and it didnt help. i tried talking to a friend about it, but what is there to say, there is nothing bugging me, just cannot find the enthusiasm to snap out of it. feel as if the only thing that could snap me out of it is pain. something real and extreme.
