I would reallly like some kind words right about now.

[rajatt]

Its been twelve years since the urge to cut was this bad. And things have been **** at times, but there is something now. I just need someone who gets it because it's not okay to be 32 and having a career and being all grown up and going for the razors. I just. I don't know.

[Sketchy]

Do you have someone you can talk to? What has helped in the past? I hope you can get through this. Take care.

[squiggles]

12 Years is an amazing achievement, well done. You are an extremely strong person to have achieved that, you're an inspiration to others here on RYL.
It's not okay being 32 and going for the razors, but it's understandable when life it tough. I'm 36 and I still pick them up occasionally, sometimes just to hold them sometimes more.
Life can throw all sorts at you and it's hard to cope, but to have a career and grown up responsibilities is hard work. You're doing an amazing job at everything though, well done. Have a pat on the back from me. Have a huge hug to go with it to, as sometimes that's what we need.
A HUG to say, I'm here and I'll be there.
Best wishes

[irkeninvader]

I'm late to the party but I hope you are safe and well. As others have said, you have a huge achievement there! I think there are a few of us here in our 30s and feeling this way, so you're not alone! Take care of yourself x

[aoife77]

Dear Rajatt I get it. Its been a coping mechanism for you in the past and thus its only natural we return to what us familiar to us. I ve been SHing for the past 18 years and I still think its something I struggle with and feel a bit peculiar about to be honest. Please be kind to yourself and if ever you need to chat I m here.