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What is this?
I'm not asking for a diagnosis, I'm just wondering if anyone could shed any light on how I'm feeling at the moment.
A few weeks ago I had an episode of mania that apparently almost got me hospitalised. This died down but since then I've not felt 'right'. I wasn't sleeping during the episode but didn't feel tired.
Now I'm still not sleeping, but I'm constantly exhausted. My mood is ok I think - I'm not feeling depressed or low or anything but I am very restless all the time. I'm having spikes of energy where I'll be excessively chatty, active or just annoying. I was supposed to have a lazy day today but the thought of doing nothing all day almost terrified me so I'm going to a friend's house in about an hour. My concentration is pathetic - I can't focus on tv or a book or anything for longer than a few minutes.
I was at my parent's last week for my granny's funeral and my dad accused me of being hyper even though I thought I was ok. A couple of my friends have said the same thing to my wife, though not to me.
I accept that I'm not quite 'right' but I don't feel hypomanic or depressed or anything really but I'm quite uncomfortable and very tired.
I'm also concerned that my dr is trying to poison me and that I'm going to die. I don't want to die. And the guardai are after me and idk. I don't know what to do. I started haloperidol just over a week ago but idk.
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