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Possibly Triggering - the silent cries of a child(poem mentions abuse) comment please
watching in vain at a child you once knew , your daughter , your child who you watched grow , shes now hurting and you cant stop her , its out of your control , minipulation and black mail , mummy it wont work any more , wanna see the scars mummy ? just 1 more !
are you telling yourself this is their fault ? that the abusers should be put to shame . . . when its acctually you mother , thats causing this pain , my heart explodes out om my chest mum , and you cant feel the beat , im struggling and all you can do is weep , im just a child mum , dispite being 15 , sometimes i need 2 be held , even though im now your teen ,
but its too late now mummy , im screaming , in pain , you didnt see the silent cries , the ones written on my skin , so now watch mummy , as i begin 2 fade away ,
you're losing the daughter you always wanted yet you've pushed her away . . . im sorry im not him mum , but at least i tried , so this time its goodbye ,
please dont try to help me mum , cos you've lost the chance , if i die tonight , dont give my grave a second glance , i dont want this life mummy , i fed up with being second best , im gonna leave , go somewhere where i can breath , so let me go , stay away , i need 2 do the rest alone . . .
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