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Old 18-09-2016, 08:11 PM   #1
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the outside world

I really don't want to face the outside world anymore. I am happy with just staying in my house permanently and not facing the outside world. it makes no difference to the depression/anxiety. If i went out every day, i feel the same way as if i felt if I stayed in. So it makes no difference to my mood, how i am feeling and thinking.

All I am thinking about is netflix and the cups of tea i can drink all day.



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 20-09-2016, 12:03 PM   #2
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If you need to, stay in for a day and watch Netflix with cups of tea and treat yourself well. Just a day won't hurt, but try to think of some nice things you can do outside the house on another day. Even if you feel like there's nothing you truly like doing at the moment, try to think of what things you used to like and things you wanted to try during better times. It's hard to believe when you're stuck right in it, but these little things are what will pull you out of it in time.

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Old 22-09-2016, 01:24 AM   #3
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Have you genuinely tried getting out more?
How did that go?

If you haven't tried it then I would wonder how you would know that it is unhelpful.



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Old 22-09-2016, 02:47 AM   #4
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Everyone has different things that help them to relax, just like everyone has different things that have the opposite effect. I myself feel truly relaxed when doing art, but it took me a while to figure that out. For the longest time I stayed in my comfort zone, not leaving my home, not trying anything new. When I eventually did, I discovered my interest in art.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, when I felt the same way, I eventually got back up after finding something I enjoyed, but the only way I could've ever done that is by trying something new. Now, I'm not saying to go out and make friends with the world, I myself never did like socializing, all I'm saying is, if you're like me, maybe just try new things. It doesn't need to be anything big, but I do have advice.
In my experience, the best place to start is in your past. Everyone has things in their past they used to be interested in, but lost interest, and that's fine, but many people also have things they were interested, but never ended up trying out. Find something you wanted to do at some point, but never did, and go ahead and try it out. Sooner or later, I promise you'll come across something that clicks in with you, something which makes you feel relaxed. I know this probably sounded super cheesy, and I remember thinking the same thing, until I finally found my connection with art.



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Old 23-09-2016, 05:12 PM   #5
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Not in a millon years am I thinking or even considering getting out more, i gives me no joy whatsoever and is totally pointless. I prefer my quiet human free life existence. Going outside is too much hard work, too much anxiety for me



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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