So yeaterday in the earrly hours of the morning,i cut,very badly.So i put a dressing on it(couldn't find a bandage)and left it,and went to school,had p.e. 2nd,but i had my arm warmer on so it wasn't a biggy.But it was Volleyball,and i got hit by the ball,and well my arm did hurt but i thought nothing of it,then all of a sudden blood starts soaking through my arm warmer,really quickly. It started dripping on the floor so the teacher noticed.Shotued me over and asked me what happened,so i told her i had a cut and it must of burst(she knows about my self-harm),so she took me to my head of year.And the first aider looked at my arm,and said it needed stitches,so she bandaged me up and put a sling on me(didn't really understand why),Then i got sent home. My mum
refused to take me to the hospital to get it stitched up,so just cleaned it and then i went to school. My head of year wanted to know how it went at the hospital but i told him i didn't go. So he phoned my mum up,and said i have to go to the hospital.But she wouldn't listen,so my head of year sent me home again,only this time i had to walk as my mum refused to pick me up.
Went home,i put some steri-strips on my cut as it was gaping open,at least 2/3 centimetres wide.Went to bed,when i got up this morning my bandage must of fallen down my arm and was at my wrist(i cut my elbow),and most of the steri-strips had come off,and there was blood on my bed and on my top.
I told my mum but she just told me to go to school and leave it.
My arm is still very painful,the slightest wrong move hurts like hell.
I'm just upset that it's going to scar very badly now,since the steri-strips come off and i didn't get it stitched.
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