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Do I need help or not?
I feel like nobody likes me and nobody wants to be friends with me. Actually, it is more than just that but i can reduce all these emotions down only to that much. I think I need professional help but not sure. Please help me find out. I have major confidence issues because of my college and people in it. They are extremely judgemental and the presence of an unexplainable hierarchy is haunting me. I am slightly paranoid too. Every time someone in my house (with two other flatmates) is talking and I am not in the conversation, i feel like they are talking about me and laughing at me. There is this one boy who just behaves in such way with me, like he thinks i am inferior and good for nothing. The one successful thing i did in college is stigmatised because of classroom politics of my seniors and the director of the institution and one of the faculty member have banned the newsletter in college that i worked for and that has severely damaged my confidence. I am scared that if I don't do anything to make this right, i will be trapped in a miserable state forever which might eventually lead me to take my life. I don't want that to happen. My parents love me and i have friends outside this college (and one person here) who would be devastated if i did something to myself. Please please please help. I need to talk to someone who can give me some hope. I want to talk to someone and find out if i need to talk to a psychologist.
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