I need some advice

[sforah]

Hi, I've got a problem that I don't really know what to do about. I don't want to be alive. For some reason I have no desire to live. I'm stuck with my life. I've been living with my parents for quite a while now. They have enough money to support me and I'm not being a burden in terms of money. But I feel like they would like me to go on with my life. My problem is that I don't really want to move on. I don't want to be stuck either. I'd rather cease to exist. But I have to do something.
So can you please help me with making a decision.
Do I look for a nice job in a big city, and wait till possibly a hectic lifestyle wakes up my desire to live?
Do I look for a shitty job that will make a good cover up, so I can live my lifeless life in peace?
Do I move abroad where I don't have to deal with my family's expectations.
I feel useless and empty. I don't know what to do with myself.

[sherlock holmes]

I think perhaps before you make those decisions it would be a good idea to see a doctor about the fact you don't want to be alive. It sounds like you might be depressed, and that is something that can be treated through things like therapy, counselling and/or medication.

[Snow White.]

I agree with Sarah above me. You sound very flat and unmotivated, and if you're feeling you want to be dead some professional support might be a good place to start.