Meh, Beyond Repair, Had Enough, No More! **Trigger For Everything?**

[lower than myself]

I'm just so fed up with everything, nothing is going right, my life's a mess, I'm losing my friends, rejected my family, they're beginning to reject me, just found out a friend is an SI'er.

Everyone that I know, now knows I SI, all because some stoopid freaking idiot won't keep her god damn mouth shut! I knew I should never have trusted her! Almost gave up completely today. After finally admitting I SI to my aunt, I got something off my chest, she cleaned my arm up abit this afternoon, isn't going to tell my parent's - or atleast I hope she's not going to - I'm refusing to do bowling with my friends, we were supposed to get the whole gang back together again, it's not going to be the whole gang again if I'm not going, oh well I guess they'll replace me quickly, every seems to these days.

I'm just so fooking fed up with everything at the minute it's unbelievable(sp?)

Anyway, sorry if this sounded like a rant. I'll just shut up & go away now...

[cest.la.vie]

[hug] i'm sorry things feel so hard at the moment.
it's really good that your aunt is being supportive.
you're worth just as much as everyone else! if they're good friends, they won't replace you.
sorry i don't have better advice, my heads a bit messed up today but stay strong and take care xxxx