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Support worker and managing meds question.
I still have severe meltdowns. I had 5 days without a meltdown when I started clomipramine but then I had two meltdown days in a row. I am a high danger to myself and a somewhat danger to others during a meltdown. I have also been known to attack anyone who tries to restrain me in an attempt to keep me safe.
When I have a meltdown, I "see red" and I don't know what I'm doing. It's like my body is taken over and it just wreaks havoc. I also start shrieking and screaming nonstop. It feels like a seizure (I had abnormalities on a regular EEG but my sleep deprived EEG was normal apparently).
If I take PRN clonazepam 0.5-1mg, within half an hour or so I calm down and I am able to go somewhere quiet and recover.
However because I have no realisation of the fact that I'm having a meltdown, when I have one, and only realise afterwards, I am not mentally able to take the clonazepam early enough.
Would it be wrong for me to put my support worker in charge of a small amount of my clonazepam, so that she can encourage me as far as is safe for me to take it when I'm having a meltdown? I only use cloanzepam for the worst meltdowns.
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