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falling
I'm just going to put this out here- not really expecting any replies or anything, though it would be nice. The past few days have been really tough, and I'm at the point where everything is just dark in my head, and I want to give up. It'd be so easy to just give in to it, let the darkness envelop everything in my mind and in my body, and to just do nothing. But I'm not going to let that happen. It's tough right now. Nights are the worst, everything just seems to come crashing down. Whenever I get like this I don't know what to do about it. I just kind of trudge through the days and hope it ends. A couple nights ago I was apparently going on about my hallucinations coming back- I don't remember that. I just remember being scared.. I'm so scared.
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