I have not cut or SH in a long time but, I have started to smoke cigarettes. My lesbian partner does not like it and asked me to smoke an electric cigarette instead of disposable paper cigarettes. I agree, but, now I smoke both. I like the nicotine rush that paper cigarettes give me but, I like that the electronic cigarette comes in a lot of different flavors and does not always cause me to smell like a smoker. I like to smoke even though it's an expensive addictive habit.
