My husband and I are very similar people.
We're different though.
He has
friends.
I think it's awesome, but it's complicated.
He has friends and cousins he talks to and games with.
I like them and I'm glad he has fun.
I don't have that.
I don't have friends or family I'm close to.
I have him.
He's all I need, but still.
Usually I'm fine, but sometimes I'm not.
He'll be gaming with buddies and I'll be
so lonely.
I'll remember how I don't have people in my life.
I have his parents, but it's not the same.
I'm alone.
When I'm not with him, it's just me.
I'm fine with that most of the time when he's with them.
Sometimes I hate it.
I had a rough day today.
I want so much to say "Talk to me! Hold me! Spend time with
ME! I don't want to be alone!"
But, I can't.
I won't be that needy, clingy, obsessive, over-bearing wife.
I won't stop him from having fun.
I'm just sad.
Empty.....
Lonely.
