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im confused
my head is in a really wierd place tonight,
iv lost my sense of time, and im losing sense of reality
it's asthough nothing really exists..it's really hard to explain but i don't like it, and the more i try to convince myself things do exist the more i begin to think they don't
iv not been out with people 4 a couple of weeks cus i keep getting really anxious and thinking that people are watching me and judging me
im so confused tonight, and i feel so alone
things keep resorting back to thoughts of suicide and i dont like it, i don't want to die, i just hate living in my head
sorry for wasting your time...im just at a lose end tonight i think
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