Hi,
So my GP suggested that since the MHS have now officially given up on me I should start a blog about how I feel. It's not great and shows no signs of recovery but i'm hoping by sharing with you all if nothing else someone may not feel so alone. Very sorry if this isn't allowed please delete if not...
... also please be aware when reading it is VERY TRIGGERING in places, in fact i managed to trigger myself whilst writing the other day :(