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Old 30-07-2014, 12:06 AM   #1
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Dreams about SH?

Does anyone else have dreams about SH? I have them every now and then, whether I've relapsed or if I'm clean. Right now I'm several months clean and I had a random one last night. Do you think it means anything?



"Tell me one last thing," said Harry. "Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?"
Dumbledore beamed at him, and his voice sounded loud and strong in Harry's ears even though the bright mist was descending again, obscuring his figure.
"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"


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Old 30-07-2014, 08:20 AM   #2
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Sometimes dreams cover things we are scared of. I wouldn't put too much thought into the dream itself, it probably just means you're scared of a relapse since you're clean. I want to assume when you have those dreams after relapse, it's your guilty conscience.

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Old 31-07-2014, 12:48 AM   #3
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Yes, and I've dreamt about SI-related things, like my sister self-harming (not true). It's scary and weird, and they're often a manifestation of things that are going on in our day, unravelling in our dreams. Have you been thinking about self harm in the day?



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No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
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We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.


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Old 31-07-2014, 06:14 AM   #4
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Yeah, I think about it every day... which is pretty bad now that I realize that :S I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about it, even when I'm clean :/



"Tell me one last thing," said Harry. "Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?"
Dumbledore beamed at him, and his voice sounded loud and strong in Harry's ears even though the bright mist was descending again, obscuring his figure.
"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"


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Old 31-07-2014, 11:36 PM   #5
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@waytorecovery, I am the same way. I can go six months without doing it and I still think on it daily. It's the most frustrating thing about recovery. And to make it worse, people don't know that you are fighting with it daily. Seems to always lead to my slip ups.
I have had a few dreams in the past. I rarely dream though, so it isn't often. It's very disorienting to dream about it, especially when you are clean




'I’m going to find someone who will love me not only for me but for my scars as well, I am going to find someone who will love me despite my mistakes and inefficiencies. I will find someone who will tell me I am beautiful because I am beautiful and even though I have done some ugly things to myself it is still part of me and therefore still beautiful.'

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