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[havealittlefaith]

Some days I miss the drunken paralytic feelings the no feelings of I could kill myself or put myself in a dangerous situation the feelings of been free but then the consequences all the things I want and knowing it will mess it up, it's hard I guess I'll always wants that but I do occasionally still drink I don't know does anyone else feel the same?? X

[havealittlefaith]

I really want a drink :(

[LotusandDice]

Drinking certainly doesn't help with feelings like that.. I know how nice it can be to drink yourself to not feel though - or to feel that everything is better for a little while. Then you wake up the next day and everything is worse.

Don't take that drink - I'll stay sober with you today :)

[Zedebee]

I can really really relate to what you said as I am the same. Keep strong and keep going forward =)